I've been away from home for a bit now. I wanted to get back into streaming and just try to enjoy my life but now I can't even work on my obs because I'm not home. I love been back several times to retrieve things I needed but each time is just a reminder of why I left and why I haven't gone back yet. I've been looking forward to working on things that make me happy again but now I'm just working on stabilizing my life... being disabled is a curse that everyone thinks can go away someday but they don't realize we just shoved the demons under the bed for a bit and pretend it's better...