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15 May, 02:11
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14 April, 09:30
Back to normal streaming tonight. Hooray. No wacky depression holding me back this sunday.
08 April, 12:42
Nevermind, not in the right mental state to stream.
Hope nobody was banking on seeing a cartoon lizard stumble their way through a fantasy game. #vTuber
#depression
Hope nobody was banking on seeing a cartoon lizard stumble their way through a fantasy game. #vTuber
#depression
22 January, 01:05
morning everyone. I noticed I got a lot more attention when I vented my depression. is that gonna be the start of a downward spiral?
19 December, 06:32
#Fanfic #Fanfiction #LowIntensityFanficReview #ENVtuber #PNGtuber
Forget Me Not by Sandtalon
+ Worldbuilding is cool
+ A nice, sedate pace
Another precursor, one that lies closer to the depression of Legacy. Izuku's memory problems are more severe, as it is partially tied to the health of the current holder of his quirk. He still managed to give All Might the information he needed to fight AfO, and the fic starts with he and Nighteye in the hospital waiting for news about Yagi. This also lies a bit closer to the plot, as he is placed into protective custody because of his connections.
Forget Me Not by Sandtalon
+ Worldbuilding is cool
+ A nice, sedate pace
Another precursor, one that lies closer to the depression of Legacy. Izuku's memory problems are more severe, as it is partially tied to the health of the current holder of his quirk. He still managed to give All Might the information he needed to fight AfO, and the fic starts with he and Nighteye in the hospital waiting for news about Yagi. This also lies a bit closer to the plot, as he is placed into protective custody because of his connections.
17 December, 09:40
2023 se termine et je dirais que je n'ai pas commencer 2023 du bon pied. Je venais tout juste d'être Affilier Twitch et j'était en dépression, mais j'ai rencontrer des gens super cette année et j'en suis bien Heureux et j'ai eu enfin mon live2D Merci LeeYehRin et Capybaracub
07 October, 05:45
Hey so stream is going to be delayed till 5:00pm because my depression is hitting really hard and I think I will rest for a bit before trying to stream
01 October, 08:24
When depression takes hold and these 5 have helped.
*Back away from stressful situations and cancel commitments!*🚶🏻♀️
Stop attending things web you don’t feel up to it. It’s ok to say No. Try focusing on what’s going to help YOU instead of trying to please other people. Your health and wellbeing are more important than people pleasing.
*Back away from stressful situations and cancel commitments!*🚶🏻♀️
Stop attending things web you don’t feel up to it. It’s ok to say No. Try focusing on what’s going to help YOU instead of trying to please other people. Your health and wellbeing are more important than people pleasing.
01 October, 03:49
Thanks to Reddit I realized I can never get a visa in Japan.
+ I can get that one out of my bucket list.
- I can get that one out of my bucket list.
#depression #FML
+ I can get that one out of my bucket list.
- I can get that one out of my bucket list.
#depression #FML
06 September, 02:37
"You either die a hero, or live long enough to become the villain."
There's an unfortunate truth in that quote: I too became one of those "Compodulator is now live!" folks.
Need to start emailing myself memes or something.
*sigh*
Anyways, gonna go live in half an hour.
https://twitch.tv/compodulator
#ENVtuber #VTubers #GoodVibes #depression
#drawing #Digitalart #art
There's an unfortunate truth in that quote: I too became one of those "Compodulator is now live!" folks.
Need to start emailing myself memes or something.
*sigh*
Anyways, gonna go live in half an hour.
https://twitch.tv/compodulator
#ENVtuber #VTubers #GoodVibes #depression
#drawing #Digitalart #art
28 August, 12:24
let it burn series by ezrawrites
+ Excellent emotional whump
+ Good in-character concerns and actions from Izuku, aside from the severe depression itself
+ Bonus alternate ending
Well, I had a whump itch to scratch and this is one of the series that scratched it. Izuku struggles to cope with his past and the burdens of his future, and he hides things very well from his friends and teachers as they seemingly don't notice anything is all that wrong. Self-destructive behaviors, concerning reactions to stimuli, and isolation go overlooked by everyone.
+ Excellent emotional whump
+ Good in-character concerns and actions from Izuku, aside from the severe depression itself
+ Bonus alternate ending
Well, I had a whump itch to scratch and this is one of the series that scratched it. Izuku struggles to cope with his past and the burdens of his future, and he hides things very well from his friends and teachers as they seemingly don't notice anything is all that wrong. Self-destructive behaviors, concerning reactions to stimuli, and isolation go overlooked by everyone.
09 July, 04:15
Come one, come all!
Let's see if today will be fun or if I have another mental breakdown with Doki Doki Literature Club in like 15 min!
https://twitch.tv/compodulator
#DDLC #DokiDokiLiteratureClub #depression #ENVtuber #vtuberen #VTubers #SmallStreamer #Vtuberuprising
Let's see if today will be fun or if I have another mental breakdown with Doki Doki Literature Club in like 15 min!
https://twitch.tv/compodulator
#DDLC #DokiDokiLiteratureClub #depression #ENVtuber #vtuberen #VTubers #SmallStreamer #Vtuberuprising
Twitch
I'm a useless man trying to become less useless. Artist in the making. There's a site I want to make a manga about, and produce a manga autobiography. Trust me, with my messed up life, it's going to be a hell of a ride.
https://twitch.tv/compodulator
08 July, 06:53
Aaaand I almost broke out of my happy mask during this stream because I was caught off by Sayori's depression arc and admitted some uncomfortable truths about my own past...
Had to take several breaks...
Had to take several breaks...
06 July, 04:44
Wtg brain, didn't even take my morning pills yet, but already having seizures.
And people wonder what's up with the depression...
And people wonder what's up with the depression...
04 July, 04:11
I know I sad I would be taking a break from apps to stream tomorrow, but I am going through hard depression RN so it won't be happenin
03 July, 02:05
《SMBH A-XT58》「ASTREA」
🖤 How are my little Nyastronauts doing? 🧡
Heya, it's your favorite black hole, Astrea!
The depression is chronic but this ass is iconic
Sporadic streams, check it
I'll try learning youtube because twitch sucks
🔴 https://www.twitch.tv/astrenya
🎨 #ArtventHorizon
Twitter: https://twitter.com/astrenyan
🖤 How are my little Nyastronauts doing? 🧡
Heya, it's your favorite black hole, Astrea!
The depression is chronic but this ass is iconic
Sporadic streams, check it
I'll try learning youtube because twitch sucks
🔴 https://www.twitch.tv/astrenya
🎨 #ArtventHorizon
Twitter: https://twitter.com/astrenyan
16 June, 12:12
You ever accidentally go dark on a social account cause you forgot to check in due to stress and depression? No? Just me? Alright, well I'm back now woo woo!
28 May, 12:52
I was about to fall into another sprial of depression today so i'm forcing myself to do what little i can manage I'm not a health nut or anything but recently one of my go two's when i am feeling down if gaming doesn't work is exercise
28 May, 04:18
this will be the only time i bring this up i'm certainty not going to be down in the dumps when i stream or upload videos even before i transitioned to v-tubing i hated that I deal with on and off episodes of heavy depression i'm not quite young but i'm not a typical adult nearing his 40's either moderately disabled all the friends i grew up with have settled down and married and though its not often for now i am back at home with a mom who occasionally hits me its very demeaning am I v-tubing as escapism fuck yes but if i didn't try to play a happier version of myself I would not be here
04 May, 08:21
sorry I just don't know what to say
I've got a lot of stuff in the works and it's kinda overwhelming cause I want it out there in... some kind of not slow time and between YT, Twitch and trying to keep up with being social whilst juggling that with depression and therapy
help qq
I've got a lot of stuff in the works and it's kinda overwhelming cause I want it out there in... some kind of not slow time and between YT, Twitch and trying to keep up with being social whilst juggling that with depression and therapy
help qq
01 May, 12:10
Otsucrea! 🎩
I'm currently on a 2-week streaming break for Golden Week and post-GW May depression.
I may or may not do guerilla streams.
But I'll definitely be back in the 2nd week of May! See you in 2 weeks! ( *´꒳`*)ノシ
I'm currently on a 2-week streaming break for Golden Week and post-GW May depression.
I may or may not do guerilla streams.
But I'll definitely be back in the 2nd week of May! See you in 2 weeks! ( *´꒳`*)ノシ
25 April, 11:35
Let's go I'm live!
Getting depression in Apex Legends °-°
https://twitch.tv/xeniphir
#VTubers #Twitch #Lewdtuber
Getting depression in Apex Legends °-°
https://twitch.tv/xeniphir
#VTubers #Twitch #Lewdtuber
23 April, 05:40
📌This week’s stream schedule!
📅 4.24-30.2023
⚙️Let's finish the Crea plushie 🧵
⚙️Project Zomboid with #TeamHakdog 🧟♀️
⚙️Annabelle movies watch party on Discord: https://discord.gg/gKHd9rjD6x
⚙️More Nihongo self-intro sentence patterns with the Kaminari_vp members 🗣️
I'll be on a 2-week streaming break for Golden Week and May Depression after this.
I'll be back on the 15th of May! See you then! (´,,•ω•,,)ノ″マタネェ♪
Picrew art by @/neige_vague
Template by @/arisadesuuu
#vTuber #ENVtuber #PHVTuber #vTuberSchedule
📅 4.24-30.2023
⚙️Let's finish the Crea plushie 🧵
⚙️Project Zomboid with #TeamHakdog 🧟♀️
⚙️Annabelle movies watch party on Discord: https://discord.gg/gKHd9rjD6x
⚙️More Nihongo self-intro sentence patterns with the Kaminari_vp members 🗣️
I'll be on a 2-week streaming break for Golden Week and May Depression after this.
I'll be back on the 15th of May! See you then! (´,,•ω•,,)ノ″マタネェ♪
Picrew art by @/neige_vague
Template by @/arisadesuuu
#vTuber #ENVtuber #PHVTuber #vTuberSchedule
19 April, 04:59
Depression sucks ._.
Here, have a lewd 💝💋
(You can find more on my OF btw!! Link for those interested: https://onlyfans.com/lady-maca... )
Here, have a lewd 💝💋
(You can find more on my OF btw!! Link for those interested: https://onlyfans.com/lady-maca... )
12 April, 01:40
#YanaKaeJourney Part 10
Roleplay was extremely fun. I created a lot of bonds, made fun stories, and got my OC Yana to the point where I wanted her in the VRChat RP Metaverse. Yes, it has the same name as the commonly known Metaverse, this actually came first.
But slowly, drama and negativity started to rear its ugly head. One person got mad at me for wanting to retcon a pregnancy after the individual basically said, "Our characters will never interact again." I got a lot of hate for this. Hate for 'spiking their depression' when all I wanted was romance RP.
#ENVtuber | #vTuber | #yanartk
Roleplay was extremely fun. I created a lot of bonds, made fun stories, and got my OC Yana to the point where I wanted her in the VRChat RP Metaverse. Yes, it has the same name as the commonly known Metaverse, this actually came first.
But slowly, drama and negativity started to rear its ugly head. One person got mad at me for wanting to retcon a pregnancy after the individual basically said, "Our characters will never interact again." I got a lot of hate for this. Hate for 'spiking their depression' when all I wanted was romance RP.
#ENVtuber | #vTuber | #yanartk
08 April, 01:16
Thank you beautiful cherry blossoms for curring my seasonal depression. Now I only have to deal with regular depression.
There were some cosplayers here. Not sure if I should be surprised or not.
There were some cosplayers here. Not sure if I should be surprised or not.
06 April, 04:31
WIll post more soonish. Mental is bad at the moment, the depressions are consuming me at the moment! I'll be ok though, just taking some time to myself <3
work is still happening on chibi jac 2.0
and i sweaaar i'll actually start streaming again soon, I need to finish wolft mungus game xD
work is still happening on chibi jac 2.0
and i sweaaar i'll actually start streaming again soon, I need to finish wolft mungus game xD
02 April, 01:05
The realisation that I'll be half way to 50 years old on the 8th... #depression #help