one of the reasons i'm getting into v-tubing honestly there is some slight finical motivation behind it i'm normally content just living within my means except that people in my life are getting older and my space is also dangerously cramped I'll be working hard with the goal of bettering my life and those who have dealt with my disability for 38 years of course I still want to hang out and have goodtime with people the closer my model deadline gets the more excited i become in a oh my god i'm not actually talented at anything but i'll do my best kind of way lol